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I used to live a normal life. Until about a month ago after being deferred from one of my top colleges hit my and things turned for the worst with the whole day of being depressed. The next day after the deferral I went to go see the Tree in New York City and came back home in the weirdest state of mind I've ever encountered. Everything around me didnt seem real and I was scared....yes scared, of the fact that I was living. In other words I had a whole view of distorted reality towards people and everything around me.
Here I am a month later. I have been to several therapy sessions with a psychologist and i have improved but not much. Im just here for answers. I have no clue what this phobia (if it is one) is and what I'm thinking. Sometimes I just feel that the walls are closing in on me and im weirded and scared of the fact of reality. It just doesnt make sense anymore, this isnt normal. Like why n the world am I getting these twisted stomach feelings of scariness and basically getting new panic attacks.
Bottom line is I want to go back to my old self and I need answers on how to and what exactly I am dealing with here. I would do anything to go back to my old self and not have these thoughts that scare me of my own family and friends and have a distorted view of reality. Any help is well appreciated
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