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Over the past two weeks, three, i have mentally and physically declined. i spend most of my time rocking when im alone, if i do this infront of others i get told off but it soothes me. i have been pulling out hair, scratching at my face, digging my nails into my palms to the point i can actually feel the bite, i have no purpose for being here im ill and everybody hates it, me, i hate it! I hate the damn whole lot of it. i just want to escape. i want to go to sleep and never wake up. the headache is so bad and its gone on for five days at max level. i cant do this anymore i'm completely pathetic. And i lost control outside i pushed a guy on his a*se after he called me names. i thought i was getting better. i wont be able to see my dr til after weekend. im losing my mind i know i am. its all i ever had and now thats going too. im sorry. my dr already knows about the depression, should i tell him that i think i might be going full tilt crazy?
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