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I know the majority of the world is educated and understands the mental issues we suffer from. Anxiety/stress are some of the most common illnesses in the world. However, there are other people that do not understand and they are like predators leaving us to become their prey.
I have been victimized by individuals and even the police on several occasions. I've had individuals run into my home to attack me, call the police and then have me taken away. Just a few months ago I took an overdose because I couldn't take it anymore. While suffering from the immediate effects of this I then spoke to a friend who begged me to call an ambulance. Fight or flight kicked in and I dialed the out of hours service. After hallucinating, feeling the floor shake and monsters appearing in the air, I finally heard the bell ring. All I remember was waiting by the door for a very long time and no one came. I must have blacked out. Next I'm being beaten while I'm laying on the floor and even being cuffed by the police. I wake up in the hospital with a black eye, a chunk of my foot missing and covered in bruises. My wrists were raw and even to this day I hands still feel numb, I guess they managed to damage my nerves.
If that wasn't enough, they even accused me of assaulting the paramedics that were apparently trying to assist me. Although I cannot remember everything clearly, besides being beaten and knocked unconscious after waking from a blackout caused by the overdose. I know I couldn't have had the strength to even move, let alone assault someone. There is also no physical evidence of any injury and I'm sure if I assaulted someone it would leave a mark. Anyway, due to these corrupt and uneducated authorities I have had to plead guilty once again to a crime I didn't commit. Yes, it isn't the first time. They've got me before for similar things and it's all because like you, I have a mental health issue. They see us prey, something to abuse and make money out of.
I like to think Satan put them here to test us so we can gain more reward for our hardship when this life is over. I cannot understand why else people would be on this Earth with no other purpose than to harm those more vulnerable. Of course we all know where these people end up in the end, but I know that won't be my destination.
I would like to know if anyone else here has suffered abuse by individuals or authorities. I know there are millions of people out there who have, it is an epidemic. Everyday another innocent person is taken advantage of for money or gratification. Not all of us on this Earth have a good soul.
If you have been a victim of a similar situation, how did you deal with it? I'm sure they tried to make you feel that you are to blame, they do that so they don't feel guilty themselves. Anything to help them sleep at night I guess.
I think the world needs more protection for the vulnerable, both physically and mentally. Crooked police and individuals with an abusive mindset see us as a game. Something to take advantage of. But no matter what stay true to yourself, have a good heart and don't let them break you. You have something that they desire, a true soul and that is something they will never have.
Just wanna share the love with everyone out there who has ever been victimized for something they cannot control. Disabilities, mental illnesses... you are still a person and you deserve love and respect just like anyone else. Don't let anyone say that you don't.
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