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I went away for Easter and forgot my meds i spent the whole of Easter miserable and snappy and unable to sleep. After 2 days i was parionid badly and wouldnt let the kids out of my sight and today driving back i was a mad women (even more so them normal)
I have spoilt the kids break and feel really bad, i blow up my dads computer (smoke and flames) not on perpose and i neally hit my sister.
I am back and i have taken my cit but i have a bad headache and i am itchy??? not a side effect i had before.
I just want to want to cry and sleep if i could but life wont let me, so meny things keep happening i feel like i am not going to get a break, i am only 28 and have lived the life of a 80year old, is there ever a normal life?
I have to deal with my druggie brother tonight as he has gone of the rails again but i cant be bothered. I have my own problems why should i deal with him?
I ache due to sailing yesterday i didnt want to do it but dad made me. i new i would end up stiff and sore today. but i had been such a bitch to my dad this weekend I couldnt say no
I am back to work tomorrow with over 85 \"action\" email to deal with i want to give up now this is to much i am only longing out this life for my children and the way things are going they are not going to like me much, i dont let them do anything.
I have to now clear up the dinner plates and well i dont want to move i hurt to much, my hubby is visting his terminally ill father today so he is not around to help and i cant do this alone.
Sorry folks i had to let it all out
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