Molested as a kid

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I've been depressed for years. I haven't had a great childhood being raped when I was 3 and being abused. I see a psychologist and I'm on Prozac . But nothing's helping. I currently live with my step father and he does not understand me whatsoever. All I want to do is kilo myself . I can't function anymore and I don't know how to keep going. I'm so sad all the time and also angry. I don't know what to do. I don't know how to feel normal anymore . My birthday is coming up in a few days and I thought of killing myself then. I'm in so much pain .

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    Angelina please dont do that,,things can and will get better, i know exactly what ur going through, having suffered gang rape myself,if u neeed someone to talk to u can message me if u not let these monsters win, they've already taken ur childhood,dont let them take ur life too. Im no dr, but im sure prozac is very heavy,maybe. C ur dr abt different medication, n stay strong.ul get through this...
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    hi angelina sorry my life has been nothing like that but hopfully i can encourage you a little, when i was at school i got battered up every day, work torn up.............and so on......:-) you probbably had it all as well i have had complex parcial epilepsy and autism since a baby, i have deslexia and dispraxia, carn't drive because of the epilepsy and have just had examinations to find that i have a hiatis hernia, stripped stomach lining and possible allergy to gluten

    but you have to channel all that aside and ask yourself what you want to do in life, how much have i got that starving dieing millions havent, and take it one step at a time.

    remember it dosent matter how big your step is you cant do two steps in one

    all that matters is that you move towards your goal in life at whatever speed is comfortable to you.

    think long hard and sensibly about what you would like to be as a person and take one step at a time to be that person

    i can say from eperience you really wont get anywhere exept going down pyisically and mentally by getting depressed i know because i have been there i have had 4 close deaths mainly when i was younger but was seen and stopped in time.

    and i know what your probably thinking, he is a man his problems are completely different he wouldent have a clue what i'm going through

    but whatever the cause depression goes down the same route

    so please consider before doing anyting hasty because my parents and family still dont understand me, but because from being small i could see i was different to everyone else i worked enomously hard, school didnt understand, family didnt understand, (i understood) and if you look there are others who do as well,

    now i am starting my own bussiness its amazing. 

    go look for your next step :-)


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