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I suffer with chronic mood swings / indecision. I make a decision to do something, then a negative mood overcomes me & I start to question myself. Buying something can be a nightmare, "yes, i'll get it," 10mins later, "no, I don't really need it, it's an extravagance" 5mins after that "I can afford it, so why not?" 10mins later "yes, but do I need it, or just want it?". I think you get the picture! It drives me crazy at times. I have been taking Citilopram 40mg for about 5yrs & am also on Propanalol for the last 2yrs or so. The indecision causes me so much mental turmoil at times, but living on a fixed income, I am afraid of it getting out of hand. I haven't been in debt for anything [except small mortgage] for 15+yrs, so don't know why I am so afraid. I only have one hobby, don't get out much, have few friends & live on my own. I don't smoke & rarely drink. Why can't I be more decisive? Is this part of depression? Any advice would be helpfull. Thanks.
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