More bad thoughts.....
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When I woke up this morning, I had really bad thoughts, I googled some of the tablets we have in the house, as my parents especially my mum has loads. I feel completely useless and so bad. I know that I'm rubbish at everything I do, so why bother. I don't know how Im going to get through today. I can't do this no more. It's so hard today.
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georgaline38435 Blackhole
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This has been going on for almost a year but I was always afraid to ask if he was depressed and thought he is just down.
Then in August he thought he was in love with a woman who talked to at our gate. She was just seeing how far he would go (she has said this). He announced he was leaving after 32 years, then decided he would stay.
Of course things were tense for a while but i thought they were almost fixed.
Then he announced he was numb and didn't have any feelings for anyone, myself , children , family etc.
He can't be bothered doing anything and he was always great at gardening, decorating etc.
He can't sleep. feels low and seems to blame me for everything. When he sleeps he jumps about all night. no interest in sex. Feels he has done nothing with his life due to me.
In 32 years he can only remember bad times no good times.
He won't go for any help (theres nothing wrong with him)
I have lost over 2 stone in weight and can't keep food down I am so worried. This makes him feel bad but he needs help.
Please Please send me advise, I am at my wits end and have no one to turn to.
Last night he was leaving at 3 in the morning
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SSekouB Blackhole
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It is often difficult for us to see the good that we do, or the benefit we serve to others, because we can't look objectively at ourselves. You aren't rubbish. No one who is as caring as you proved yourself to be, in a few simple sentences to a stranger, could be anything other than a beautiful individual. You're the very definition of what a friend should be -- someone who is there in times of sorrow. Now, find and let someone be that same thing for you.
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SSekouB Blackhole
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Do you have any spiritual interests?
georgaline38435 Blackhole
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I need someone to tell him to see a doctor if only his bosses would notice
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