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We were in a relationship for 5 months so not long but we had known each other since we were 15 and we always said we were going to grow old together and build a life together. He was my first love at 24 I lost my virginity to him and he would always make me feel amazing about myself. It's like we were soul mates he would always say that our dad's brought us together because both our dad's passed from cancer. He had a problem with taking Xanax for pain and depression because he's always been a depressed guy all his life he's had to face obstacles. When I finally got up the courage to tell him that he needed to stop abusing them he started telling that he needed to be alone and he rushed into our relationship so fast and he fell out of love with me about a month ago and didn't want to keep bringing me down. And he needed time to figure out his life and get of medication and maybe in the future we could have something.. I just dont understand how he fell ouut of love and he could just tell me that with no remorse it hurts so much I understand he needs time I just don't know how to deal with this. I feel so depressed now myself.
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