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Hello, I have never written in a forum before but i'm hoping this will help.
I am a 24 year old male, I'm married and have a good job but I have depression and anxiety. I have been taking sertraline 100mg for a few months now after having a bit of a breakdown. As soon as the side effects started to wear off I started to feel amazing, like the old me again. I had a positive outlook on life again. But over the last week I have been feeling incredibly down again. I am doing things i enjoy like fishing and I am learning to code to improve my skillset. But i cant help feeling dead inside, everything I do feels like an act and I'm starting to think again that I don't want to live anymore. I can't see myself commiting suicide but I find myself hoping something bad will happen to me to end everything.
No one would know I feel this way, I almost feel psychopathic because I am acting through life with no feeling.
Is there any way of getting over this? I'm hoping someone has had this feeling as well and know's how to get past it.
Thank you for your time,
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