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Hello Everyone It Is really hard for me to tell you what exactly is going on with me but bare with me.
It all started when i was 18 years i was living the best time in life. One stupid day i decided to tried Meth and let me tell you ever since that day my life has been a roller coaster. The next day after i did that i had an anxiety panic attack and passed out in college while doing cpr class. Worst feeling ever. I felt like if i was having a heart attack. Palpitation dizzy couldnt balance it was horrible. All my problems started then. I was taken to the ER they told me i had an anxiety attack. After that i never felt normal again. I am now 26 with 2 wonderful children one 11 and the other almost 2. Lots of years have passed and i was able to live and control my symptoms everyday with no drugs everyday i felt the anxiety but like i said learn how to control it at least i tought that. So almost a month ago i was almost sleeping when i felt like if my heart stop and i couldnt breathed. I got up panick and got a bad attack my family call an ambulance cause i did passed out. It was the worst feeling ever. I hate all the symptoms that come with it. They prescribed me xanax i am currently taking some. My point ever since like a month ago Everyday i feel light headed dizzy palpitations my vision blurry. I cant even go outside cause i feel like im going to passed out. Ive been stuck in my room not knowing what to do. The medication sometimes it dosent work and im tired of feeling like i cant function no more. I fear when i am alone with my child that someting might happend to me and what is my baby going to do. The symptoms keep getting worse And the first available app with a dr is until April 26. What am i supposed to do all that time i feel like giving up in life i cant take this anymore if anyone have any suggestions please let me know as i feel like im dying slowly sometimes i think its something more than anxiety please help
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