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i have been on this a few weeks now and my intrusive thoughts seem to be getting better. I still have moments and days i just feel so down etc but I am definately not as bad as I was.
I was having really horrible intrusive thought that included harming my children. anytime they annoyed me and sometimes when they still do i feel a knot in my stomach as i dont want to start thinking horrible things etc.
The reason i am on today is my husband wants us to have a baby.
I too would like this but part of me feels terrified because what if i i have a baby and dont love it etc? i panic i wont want it or that i have the horrible thought and what if because i am so tired etc i actually do something?
Do you think i am overreacting or should i not have a baby incase my anxiety ruins it or ruins me?
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