Need some perspective
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Here I am again. it's one of those nights and I just need to get my feelings out there. I just keep overthinking and digging myself deeper into a hole of despair. I just can't seem to get over the thought that it's all just downhill from here, like childhood was the best time I'll very have in my life and everything now is just killing time till I die. it all seems so pointless. I feel like I'm filled with all this knowledge that everyone else seems to be able to just shrug off, that it's all so pointless because we're going to die anyway. I just can't understand how people can go about their daily lives and not be crippled by this inevitable truth. I don't want to grow older. it's just depressing to even think about. and yet everyday I'm just getting closer and closer to death and everything I've done or haven't done with my life will just be rendered meaningless.
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jeremy31585 danny07958
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Sometimes I just have to say to myself "okay, I know these thoughts and feelings are here, but f**k them, i'm not going to indulge them." Its a great relief to be able to trust that things will be okay be in the midst of the darkness.
I don't know anything about you, and I'm not trying to assume anything here, but:
If your close friends and family don't know that you feel this way sometimes, I suggest you let them know, because those relationships will be instrumental in fighting your depression. If you don't see a therapist, I suggest you start seeing one.
Other than that just know that there are so many who know how you feel, and be proud that you are seeking help. Hang in there becasue it's all worth it in the end.
Your internet pal,
Jeremy
kat50 danny07958
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patricia85842 kat50
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How are you? Are you getting any better? I had a terrible weekend and today. The meds just don't seem to be having any effect.
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