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ive been taking citalopram 20mg for 7 weeks and the first two weeks were hell. I had to have diazepam to help me through it as my anxiety went through the roof. I then started to pick up for about 5 and half weeks but then I had a panic attack one night when I couldn’t sleep. I felt like I was back to the beginning. After two days of increased anxiety I couldn’t bare it anymore and I decided I didn’t want to live I just couldn’t find the strength to keep going. I feel like I’ve let my family down and angry with myself that I couldn’t get a grip. I called the emergency services who took me to hospital. I feel like I couldn’t have gone any lower. After a day in hospital I’ve been sent home but I’m not allowed to be alone and understandedbly the doctors have taken all medication away from me except for my 20mg of citalopram. I’m so scared that I won’t ever get better. I so desperately want to fight this but I’m exhausted with the constant panic since the panic attack I had last week. I just wish my citalopram would help me it’s my only hope right now.
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