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Hi everyone,
I am new here. Just started on Citalopram. Been through god knows how many others before this one!
This week I got sent to see a CPN. I was terrified. Feel i am cracking up. Got signed off work again today for another week and i am worrying i will get sacked.
Would really appreciate making some friends here - feel i need to find people who understand me.
Hope someone replies.
Emski x x :oops:
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Ja , its good to hear that you are of sound mind again.....well, youve given me hope :oops: :P :shock: Dont think I was suppose to eat that, my partner is going to ........Oh I dont care what he thinks anymore. Hes hurt me and my gals too much....Why is there no diagram of fingers in the air???? Anyway, I am still a bit tearful, but much better than yesterday.
Must dash, run off some calories....I cant believe how much ive eaten between last night and this morning, surprised ive not been sick. Watched \"Juno\" last night, fab film....not got to the end yet...(yup, it was that good, actually, think this tablet made me sleep), Night, night, :oops: :oops: I meant bye bye :lol: :oops: huh, for now!
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The thought of him even seeing my body in a swimsuuit , is killing me. i dont want him to see any of me,.then slag it off, Mr perfect, is not. I dont think I can do this. Its torture. Its like the washing machine is beeping...must go switch it off it painful....why cant anyone else swith the damn thing of? Why do I always have to do the doing? If my sister phones tonight , I am going to bin the phone. I feel so angry....would someone turn that bllodddy machine off? Oh Ill do it then
Thats another thing I cant handle. His rants about his work , and his dad playing I am a gentle and perfect grandad, (No your not. You are my biggest pain in the neck that I have ever met). I am a human being, ninot a [b:30d27143d7]punch bag, not a slave, not a dishwasher, not a male person vibrator, not a string puppet. I am me, a person thats made a massive mistake with her life, I am a person with feelings, not a rubber ball, not a loose limb, my head is on my shoulders and boy I am feeling soo angry, sooooo angry, Surely, if you knew my history , you would tread carefuly with me, he shoulfd have helped me 10 years ago, Why did I not question it then, oh yeah,m that will because I thought you/he was a nice bllomke, and we wnet on dates together. Right enough I did have to pay for my OWN meals. i did not give it a second thought We are living in the 21st century, thats what I thought then, so now Ive to think no no, we are NOT Nope we are now living in the 18th century, and I am sure when he breaks the washing machine again , he will import a mangle from some sort of musesum just to make my life a little easier. yup, what else does he have up his sl;eeve , I am scared tothitnk wht his argument is going to be, I am so shocked by him ave the timne. Did he really think I was going to drag my 2 lovely children along Leith at 4am in the morning to catch the airport bus , so he could save some money? Well yes he did. How mean can you get? Christ hes got a free house at the moment, and now a free holiday, and a free hand to accessing my children. What mot=re does he want from me. hes burgalled my body allreaddy, hes taken every littl bit of repect and pride that I had managed to build up from my last horrible episode and thrown alll my courage and dignity in the bucket , Hes hurt me, and now my hand hurts from all these typos. I feel SICK!@Toilet .com[/b:30d27143d7]
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Lost In space, how are you? Whats up? You okay?
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