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I've decided to try these tablets because I've tried every type of weight loss. I went to Weight Watchers, lost some weight, then one week put on 7lb , I've tried Hoodia, Apidexin, and some other tablets I'm not sure what they're called) and the Cambridge diet (which is about £40 a week, and just milkshakes and soups. I lost weight with it, but it was so expensive to do!) obviously all at different times.
I'm 18 and I weigh about 17stone. A lot of people say I don't look bad, and I've never told anyone my true weight for years. I always lie about it and say I'm about 14stone haha, however, I look back at pictures of me from when I was 14, 15, and 16, and back in those days I used to be into drugs and whatnot, so I was quite skinny back then, but I think of the things I used to wear, and how I'd go out in short skirts and not care. I've been clean now for about 2 years and I'm quite proud of myself, but when I stopped the drugs I didn't realise how quickly i started eating lots again, and got the stretch marks to prove it! I moved away last year as well with a job I had, and I was depressed so i just ate and ate, then I came back home and went to college, partied hard, drank alot (which isn't exactly healthy!) and ended up breaking my ankle, which left me even more depressed, and I was housebound as well so the only thing I could do was eat more and more and more.
I didn't really think much of until i seen pictures of myself. I'm too self conscious to get a boyfriend, I'm great at meeting new people, but the thought isn't \"I wonder what they think of my personality\" it's \"I wonder how fat they think I look\". I know guys who like me, but i push them away because I'm just not confident enough and I don't believe I could love someone unless I love myself. Loosing the weight isn't to get a boyfriend, but it's to feel good about myself, and if i get chatted up I don't want to be thinking \"oh my god!\" or worrying about how many chins I have in a picture or how horrible I look. I want to be proud of myself and walk into a room full of people and smile, instead of hanging my head. I want to become a holiday rep this year and I don't want to be going around like a lump of lard, covered up all summer, I want to be happy, and not be a \"jolly fat girl with a heart of gold\" but I want to be a \"slim happy confident girl, with a heart of gold\" haha
Sorry about the paragraph there, but I've just been really down about it, and I'm getting the tablets within the next week hopefully, and I'm just scared about the side effects for a start (with the orange poo haha ) but right now I'd do anything to loose the weight! so I'll keep people updated once I get the tablets, and I promise I won't write anymore life stories! haha
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