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Wasn't quite sure where to post this? Anxiety? Depression? General wrongness ?
I've been off work for over a month. Was in hospital for an overdose, took another one which no one knows about but didn't work.
I know I will be sacked eventually . Should I just quit? I don't know which looks better in life?
I hate seeing people or talking to people, I hate the phone. I have been sat with my finger hovering over the green button for hours to call a manager at work. I did it eventually. Luckily I just got the voice mail.
I can't sleep, feel like I can't breathe and can't keep still. I drink too much and am a pain in the arse to the few around me who know about this and don't deserve this.
I just need to know that it can get better? I honestly want it too. I just feel so disconnected from everyone and that I am living in a different world. I think I maybe need to hear from someone who has been there and got through it?
I Dont know. No idea why I am posting here, just desperate??
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