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I'm a young man, still in my teens. Long story short, my mum was stalked pretty bad, my dad had a host of affairs, some sh*t happened and my Dad killed my Mum, sister and himself, whilst leaving my older sister with cuts to the neck and me with a stab wound to the chest, through my lung. I barely survived, I was there for an hour and a half with no medical treatment. Press have been arseholes to me. Friends have been tossers who literally haven't given a damn what I've been through, because they cannot comprehend it. Girlfriend I had for three years cheated on me and left me for dead pretty much. School teachers have been unable to comprehend my circumstances, or don't know, so treat me like sh*t because I'm different. Family have pretty much abandoned me- I live with my grandparents who I just can't relate to- they believe 'everything is in the past'. I've been shoved onto a load of different medication by doctors, who just dont help, and I'm now on 15mg Mirtazapine and 50mg sertraline, after I overdosed by taking 1800mg sertraline in three days. I feel SO angry ALL the time, and can hardly take the pressure. I now smoke, cigarettes. It hurts my chest, but sometimes self harm helps- I used to cut myself pretty bad. Where do I go from here??
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