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I am seriously not coping. I have wanted to self harm for the past 4-5 hours and the only reason I haven't is because I'm not alone. I am extremely low and do not have any friends or family to go to. I feel very suicidal too. I can't call anyone or any helpline as I have no privacy to do so. I have taken myself outside for a long walk to try and calm down and have only just got in. I feel completely alone, I have no one. I'm just not coping anymore. I need some help but kind of scared what the doctors will say. I'm going to try my best to get through this alone tonight as I have no choice but tomorrow I think it's time I took myself to the doctors.
What will the doctors do if I tell them how I've:
- relapsed with self harm
- have had non stop thoughts about doing deeper cuts in more dangerous places and the only reason I haven't done so is because I haven't been alone and don't want people to find out
- have been extremely suicidal thoughts even though I haven't carried them out yet
- that my depression has got a lot worse and I can't cope
Does anyone know what and if they will do anything? As of now, I could really do with someone to help calm me down. Thanks.
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