not doing so well today
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day 11 almost over, felt crap most of the day, tired beyond tired, headache, aching muscles arms n legs, tense with it all. need help beyond fluoxetine but can't leave the house, almost paranoid at times people watching me, following me, in my house, but there's nobody there, on edge waiting for something to happen, but nothing ever does. just yet another day over, it's 11'50pm 10/11/14, is any of this recognisable? thankyou
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katecogs david_25160
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Keep posting your progress.
K x
david_25160 katecogs
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katecogs david_25160
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carl58303 david_25160
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Day 11 is very early - for me it was about the worst, coming to the end of the second week. We are all different but I hope the side effects wear off for you soon.
It sounds like you are spending too much time in your head and not enough distracting yourself from your thoughts. What can you do to distract yourself - music, TV, videos, radio, reading? Whatever gets you out of your head for chunks of time. And our good old favourite of deep, slow breathing and watching your breath in and out - in through your nose and out through your mouth.
Good luck, David - keep posting to stay in touch.
david_25160 carl58303
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danilo45459 david_25160
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All you said is very much expected. I would say that my second week on fluoxetine was perhaps the worst week in my life. I would have moderate panic attacks throughout the days. It is like being tortured.
I really think the doctors should prescribe an anti-anxiety medication for using in the initial stages. In my opinion, most of them don't have an idea how painful it can be.
Today is my 27th day and I don't have such strong side effects anymore. Yesterday I would say that was my first non-miserable day in a month. I was happy but still with anxiety.
Hope my comments help you to stick with the treatment, and I would also advise asking an appointment with GP to ask for an anti-anxiety medication.
Best,
Danilo
david_25160 danilo45459
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danilo45459 david_25160
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Yes, 12th day is still very early. Even though the worst stage has passed, I have not recovered. As I told, yesterday was great but today I feel very sad. It usually gets better during the afternoon, and at evening I'm usually ok.
Here is a tabletime for recovery on fluoxetine that I found in another forum, and seems to match what I'm passing through:
"Week 1: This week can go either way. Some find almost immediate improvement while other see the side effects (see weeks 2-3) after the first day.
Weeks 2,3: These are almost always the most difficult. Anxiety and depression can get worse than before the medication. Side effects kick in, these can include sleeplessness, nightmares, diarrhea, nausea, hot flashes, excessive sweating (especially at night), dry mouth, muscle twitches, overall muscle weakness and pain, zero appetite, and very negative mental outlook. My advice is, take these one day at a time and try not to get discouraged, not every day will be bad and better times are ahead!
Weeks 4,5: Some improvement. The side effects lessen to some point, and there are moments when you start to feel normal. Typically evenings are the best and mornings the worst. Many start playing around with dosage at this point because they are told that the Prozac should be working, my advice: hold the course!
Weeks 6,7: More improvement. Maybe 50% to 70% better than before starting. There are often blips where you feel just terrible for a few days, but not usually over a week. Some side effects lessen, but also you may get new side effects. Hang in there, you are getting ready to turn a corner!
Weeks 8-10: Even more improvement. There still are blips, but they are less severe and shorter, maybe 1-2 days. Not normal yet, but getting better day by day. The side effects are usually 75% or so gone. Light at the end of the tunnel!
Weeks 10-12: Maybe this is wishful thinking for me (I'm not here yet), but this is where most see the best results. Some quotes from this time period: "best in months", "Amazing", "Feel good", "brilliant". Again, this is for the people for whom the prozac did work, not everyone, and for those who stuck to their original dosage. For some, this happens at 7 weeks, for some, 3-4 months. But, from what I have read, 10-12 weeks is the payoff time."
Hope it helps us.
Best,
Danilo
carl58303 danilo45459
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I'm sure there are other factors that help us along the way - for me pain relief and then some muscle stretches have given me some hope about the future - that has been a tremendous boost. An imagined horrific future is what got me into this depression in the first place and now i'm pushing the future backwards to where it belongs!!
I also know that getting out of our heads and into our bodies helps defeat depression - if you can find the energy to do it.
Can we "defeat" depression or push it away so it doesn't control our lives? I believe we can - I believe I can. Accepting it as an old and familiar friend who doesn't serve me well anymore, I need to say goodbye and let it go. Fluoxetine is part of that process for me.
katecogs danilo45459
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:-)