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i'm really not sure what to do, as you can tell from the title. i've suffered with depression/emotional difficulties since i was very young, and am now in group therapy to help... i'm really self conscious spelling this out but i think it's worth a try..
three months ago my gf ended our two year relationship (after moving in together only 2 months before), and i've had to move back home where i have attachment issues with my mum. i also finished my job and started a new one 6 weeks ago, which includes lots of travelling, working from home, and it is a completely different industry to what i was used to...
safe to say, i'm in a pretty dark place and feel completely hopeless. i'm lost, confused, and feel completely isolated and alone even when i'm with people. the relationship breaking down has opened up lots of wounds from when i was little and i'm struggling to cope with that also.
I loved my gf, very much so, but it too wasn't making me happy, but knowing how i would feel without it, i clung to it.
i've been on fluoxetine for 3 years, and i also managed to wean myself off of mirtazapine around about 2 months before my gf broke up with me.
i've tried my hardest to not go back to taking medication, but sort of feel this is my only option now to give myself some hope that things can get better....
i hope some of this makes sense, i'm not sure why i am even writing this but it doesn't feel like lots of my friends really understand how i feel, or are particularly sensitive to what i am going through. any advice or support would be greatly received. thank you
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