Not sure what to do
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Hi I've written on here a few times, and I've been on 20mg of cit for just about 10 weeks now, the panic attacks have subsided which was my main concern. OCD was starting so slow down a lot but it seems to be picking back up again. My mood feels really low, I am constantly getting anxiety because of how scared I am about my sadness if that makes sense. Even before the medication I didn't think like this and I wasn't as sad as I am. I am not sure if I should just keep waiting or if I should increase or get a whole new med.
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emma93653 dylan71878
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katecogs dylan71878
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Just keep going - 10 weeks it's a long way, but can still be early days for some.
K x
lyns42 katecogs
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katecogs lyns42
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They're weird meds - we don't just gradually get better like taking a headache pill and that's it, but instead we get this up and down yo-yo process which is annoying. Every time you get a blip, remind yourself it's normal and part of recovery - in fact having them shows the meds are working.
Just keep persevering ....... it does get easier xx
lyns42 katecogs
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How long can these blips last? I woke up this morning really anxious for the first time in ages. My stomach is very off too which is a sign of anxoety for me. And how do you get through these blips as I feel horrible now and don't want to get myself all worked up. X
katecogs lyns42
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I used to wake every day with dreadful anxiety and sometimes couldn't summon up the courage to go to work ...... but the days I did I found it was better than being at home. I found that however the day started, it didn't mean it would be like that all day, as usually gh the evening I'd feel quite good. Of course the next I'd wake again with that awful anxiety. Each the anxiety would ease by the evening, and as the weeks went by this would increase so I'd feel OK by early afternoon, then morning. The days I started waking with no anxiety was when I knew it had gone.
My son also went through exactly the same as me 2 years ago and it took longer for him to recover, but I saw how he went through the same pattern of recovery as I'd done 20 years earlier.
I thought I was the only one to suffer like this (it wasn't something you talked about when I was first ill) and never thought I'd ever recover from it as couldn't see a way out. When I recovered it was like someone had turned the lights back on for me.
It'll happen for you too xxx
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