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Hey there I just made an account in this website and didn't really know where to post this so yeah. I'm a 15 year old boy currently feeling hopeless. I've had a couple major problems in my life that now make me feel depressed. So basically one problem is that I'm not happy with anything. Literally nothing even interests me or makes me happy, all the old activities I used to do I stopped because I never felt happy doing them. I do nothing now a day except sit around and workout but that's for only two hours and even workout out is slowly dying out. It makes me feel upset thinking that all these other kids are always happy and doing something they love but I have nothing. Summer is coming up and I got all the time in the world on my hands but I have no plans or something to work on. So basically I lost all interest, am not talented, and don't feel happy anymore. I always have to fake emotions around people but deep down I feel lonely and sad. One other problem is I have no real friends. I'm not a complete loner but I feel like it. I used to be friends with all these stoners and used to hang out and have fun but now I don't even want to be around them, I want to be around people that make me happy and that I feel comfortable around but there is no one that I know. I am slowly stopping to hang out with that group of stoners and hoping for new friends to come but that problem won't happen. I have low self esteem and don't feel confident in myself, I am a really nice person and do a lot for people and not really that shy but I can be. One other problem is my family. My dad has a gambling addiction and lost all that we had. My family is poor and everyone is so isolated that it's not even a family anymore. Literally everything in life is bad nothing is good and all everything just gets worse. I am motivated to change though I want to be successful in my life and don't want to continue living like this. I don't want to rely on pills to make me happy. What should I do. I don't know if I can see a doctor because my parents don't even care about things like this. Please help me
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