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I'm absolutely obsessed with googling cancer.
It all started in May when i had my 6 week check after having my son, I had a high wbc count in my urine but cultures came back negative to infection. I Googled this and it returned sites for liver, bladder and kidney cancer. I completely freaked out. I didn't eat or sleep, lost 7lbs in 4 days, would only drink water, had no interest in my son either.
I had to have a doctor call me to calm me down at one point. In the end I had picked up ecoli fron a catheter I had in hospital.
Since then I have managed to covince myself I have breast cancer, bladder cancer, colorectal cancer....you name it...I've got it.
It's become so bad that I even inspect my faeces after every bowel movement.
A few weeks ago my bowel movements became very light brown/yellow. When I needed to go....I had to go. I was actually very calm about this one and decided to give myself 3 weeks to see if it would change with diet...which it did a week later.
This morning after a bowel movement I wiped and had only some mucus on the paper. I did strain slightly but now I am beginning to think that I have colorectal cancer. I have had pains under my rib cage on both side which only is noticeable when I think about it.
I'm sick of being like this. I spend all day on my phone googling...I even Google certain cancers to find their symptoms to see if I have them.
Am I the only one????
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