Obsessing About Symptoms
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I'm looking for some tips or advice regarding the physical symptoms I'm experiencing and how to stop obsessively worrying about them....like so many of you, I suffer from dizziness/"fuzzy head", muscle aches, headaches, palpitations, shakiness, anxiety, feeling as though my muscles are weak, irregular periods.....I just can't seem to stop thinking about them and worrying that I've got some horrible disease. I practice deep breathing and mindfulness exercises, I've been getting out and going for long walks every day (even when I feel lousy), I listen to Dr Claire Weekes on audiobook, I see a therapist, I take supplements....all good, right? But I still wake up every morning terrified that I've got MS or ALS or a brain tumour or I'm having a stroke or I have some other horrific disease.....and then I start getting (more) anxious which makes the symptoms worse....I dread getting into the shower because I almost always feel dizzy and shaky when I'm showering, and I no longer look forward to going to work (but I'm terrified to stay home alone).
I feel as though I'm having a nervous breakdown....it's just so frustrating and exhausting to feel this way every day.
I'm not the only one feeling this way...am I? How do the rest of you manage?
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nancy0925 wearykitty
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Hang in there wearykitty. This is a rough road to travel no doubt. I too have been struggling with peri. I've think I've had some symptoms for the last several years like the beginning of panic attacks buy my periods were regular. Turned 51 last Sept so going on 52 this year but that is when I actually started to skip a period here and there. In April, after a bout of diverticulitis, all hell broke loose. It seemed to bring a lot of ugly symptoms to a head and I really thought I was having a nervous breakdown but then I found this forum and realized that I'm probaby just going to peri especially since tests showed uterine fibroids with a lot of woman have and they can cause me gastric distress. I now am being treated for diverticulitis again and coincidentally my pain started as my period was ending on Sunday. Hmmm maybe it's my fibroids again. I fear losing my job because of time missed for my "female" issues. Wish I could just quit my job and stay home until I'm done going through the change. I know woman who sailed through it with no symptoms at all so what makes us so different?
Lara66 wearykitty
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jo92050 wearykitty
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I totally relate to what you are going through, its pretty much a nightmare isnt it.
From my experiences you are so right when you say that the anxiety makes the symptoms worse. Like most of us I have thought that every symptom I have had has been some terminal illness and I think I was very close to a breakdown. The doctor wanted me on antidepressants and diazepam and suggested tnat I go through a new mental health program they had started for my depression, which they diagnosed me with. Only thing was I wasnt depressed as such just very very anxious and confused about what was happening to my body. This all started October last year which was exactly 1 month after my last proper period. Cause I started to get stomach probs then as well I couldnt eat and that made my anxiety worse. I went to a naturopath and he diagnosed me with so many problems that I got sicker, through the meds and potions he sold to me and the anxiety that I wasnt getting better only sicker. So I just thought I was dying and that was it. I was terrified to go to the dr for 6 months, finally in March I had to go and get bloods done, so as it turned out there is nothing wrong with me except my fsh level was at that time 111, high cholesterol and IBS no doubt brought on from peri as I have never suffered from it previously. There isnt really anything I can take to help with peri symptoms not even pain relief for a headache everything upsets my tummy and the gas pains and nausea arent worth it. I have been working on my anxiety for awhile now and It has been probably the last 3 weeks that I have noticed that I am finally starting to pick up. I have been constantly reinforcing to myself with every symptom that I get, that this has happened before and if it was bad it wouldnt just come and go and every day I tell myself, today I am healthier, stonger and I feel well. If I dont focus on the symptom it is not as strong as it used to be. I can honestly say that I have very little anxiety now, I can go out to the shops and enjoy shopping again, havent done that in 10 months, the last 4 days we have spent renovating and painting our bathroom, whereas even 1 month ago I couldnt have cared less about what the bathroom looked liked, let alone think I would have the energy and feel well enough to do something that I have wanted to do for a few years now. I am pretty excited as today for the 1st time in 10 mionths I tried some skim milk and I had no reaction. I am not doing this all alone I am seeing a nutrionist/homeopath to help me with the tummy problems I still get the symptoms but I can handle them better now, as they say, they will pass (until the next time, lol). Its a hard long journey but I believe if we can just somehow not focus on the symptoms and retrain our minds from thinking that we have something wrong with us to its all a natural process and it will get better. thats a start in the right direction. I hope that you have a better day today...
Jo xx
wearykitty jo92050
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jo92050 wearykitty
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Bouncyville wearykitty
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jayneejay Bouncyville
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it will help... take all the supplements you can to relieve it..
and remember hun, your not alone... try and accept it and dont dwell on it, and dont put pressures on yourself.. as and when ... and relax and enjoy .. its your life honey, we cant stop this phase but we can ride through it and do our best.. its all normal and remember its peri and not illness..
hang in there ...
Jay xx
Bouncyville jayneejay
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jayneejay Bouncyville
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yes it will be full menopause, a total hysterectomy is sudden shock to system, not a gentle peri hormone decline..
i just reached menopause ... had that confirmed by a gyno monday after an ultrasound.. but I had the gentle decline over 9-10 years.. still difficult..
so praise yourself hun, your doing great.. and still working, plenty of supplements and replenish what you can.... Jay xx
susan44502 wearykitty
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I'm 54 and four years into the menopause. Just three months ago I found myself obsessing about my health and was it or wasn't it the menopause? My symptoms increased along with anxiety, panic and sleepless (only sleeping 2 or 3 hours a night!) I ended up having a nervous breakdown as I got caught into the panic fear cycle!
I have experienced breakdown 20 years ago and really didn't spot the signs as I thought it was the menopause, yes menopause symptoms are awful but nervous breakdown is the worst!!!! Three months on I can confidently say I'm well, strong and happy again and returning to work. I did this with a low dose antidepressant (that's supposed to also help with severe hot flushes) a couple of self help book and mindfulness (using a couple of good apps on my smart phone) I find the mindfulness helps reduce over thinking, which has been the root of my problems.
Im not sure if my story helps in any way but I wish you well xx
jayneejay susan44502
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well done to you ... You sound like you have got it all in order now..
and so pleased for you...
Its good your happy again ... All the best to you Susan ..
your experience shows theres hope for ladies and light at the end of the dark tunnel ...
Jay xx
susan44502 jayneejay
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Sue xx
wearykitty susan44502
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jayneejay susan44502
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spot on there, we have to accept, smile, I make light of it and if I have a flush when I am out I share it, with who ever I am with... I dont feel ashamed ...
I think I do it to see how people react ..
a few weeks ago I was out one evening and its boiling in spain and sets my hot flushes off 😳 as you know we have a hot flush to cool our meno bodies down... Weird ay..
anyway I was sopping and hot and I just said Oh Jeeeez I am on fire .. Its my age you know.. Well one person made me a paper fan, and another guy went to his car and gave me a small spanish fan hahahahaha
I have got last hiding it... i just say it as it is and smile about it..it so helps
and people understand more than we think ...
When I go out now they say its hot have you brought your fan mrs 😃
Jay xx
susan44502 jayneejay
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Ha that made me laugh! I do the same! Especially when I'm talking to younger women I just say "It's just my central heating kicking in! You've got all this to come!" (With a big smile!!!)
My work colleague has been going through the 'Change' for what she says is 15 years, having awful hot flushes so we're also handing each other something to fan ourselves....you have to laugh!!!
Sue xx
jayneejay susan44502
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15 years.... blimey ....
i thought my peri was bad 9-10 years... i am just meno reached now..
age 50 ... So feel quite liberated it is done ... Fingers crossed... Had all checked out too ultra sounds and all good, so feel at ease now..
no more peri ... Yippeeeeeee... But I will say, you do feel different ..
some ladies think you have peri, then meno and feel like you use to again, No .. 😃 you feel different, and still have blip days, but you accept it and smile about it... And do our best 😃
i had a natural peri which was difficult but had no choice, felt every symptom, and monitored it all, steady natural hormone decline...
But its done ... Yay ..
Jay xx
Lara66 jayneejay
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So you've reached meno, right Jay? Have you not had a period for a year? Did you choose to have everything checked out with ultra sounds or was it advised?
And you feel different, you say? Different good? I can't wait for the time that I too can say it. I'm 48 and my periods are still pretty regular, although during the last year there have been about 4 or 5 instances of irregularity, ranging from 2 weeks to almost 8 weeks. I'm hoping that'll happen more often soon.
Incidentally, I only have one ovary. Don't know if that makes a difference. I had it removed when I was 38, which lead to me falling pregnant for the first time. Mother Nature is wonderful, isn't she?
Have a great day, ladies xx
jayneejay Lara66
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True .. At approx age of 35 womens hormones start to decline
I chose to see a Gyno get all checked .. For peace of mind .. Private Gyno ..
Had some issues in 30's and peri so wanted checking to see meno hadnt affected me with doing natural route.. And it being a long peri 10 years.. I am age 50
Lara he told me i had atrophy ( dryness) all part of it 😢
I too feel thrush symptoms but its just dryness and it feels similar.
I have ordered premeno duo ovules for vaginal dryness they are duo and also ease the thrush type sensations supposedly so we will see. Amazon uk
Early days for me as full meno just here, its a year on 2 sept, but my 3d ultra sound confirmed non functioning ovaries and no follicles ..
Thin uterine wall etc .. Full meno reached ..
I live in southern spain so you are given your results to keep and told and talked through the findings as they are done .. And shown on screen
Have a great day lara
Jay xx