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I don't really like talking about my personal problems but I'm at the end of my rope. I've been in pshch wards, been on meds seen pshchs you name it and none of it seems to help with my sucidle thoughts and depression. I've tried to kill myself on several occations and unfortunatly to no avail. I'm 56 years old with nothing to show for it . I use to have a good job and I screwed it up two and a half years ago . I'm a compleat faluar! Growing up I've been in abusive foster homes, institutions, and I lived on the streets of Chicago. Ever sense I quit my job two and a half years ago everything is my fault, our house got taken away, We are in debt up to our eyeballs, if you don't belive me that this is my fault just ask my husband of 27 years he'll tell you . No one wants to hire an unexperienced uneducated old lady. All my life it's been nothing but faluar and missery I can't take it anymore! Better off dead!
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