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I wrote on here a year ago under the name Painpal. I just want to say thenk you to those people who took the time to write back and talk to me on here. I was desperate, very suicidal and in great pain. I took two overdoses after that. Te first one was so frightening. I just took handfulls of pills and waited. I wanted to sleep without the flashbacks and pain and nightmates. After I had been to the hospital, I was supported by The Mental Health Team. They visited every morning and evening. My neighbour had to loook after my tablets. I went out to lots of chemists and bought loads of pills. I wanted to sleep. I told one of the team i had bought some pills and she asked me to give them to her. I said no and she asked me to go with her to the hospital, so I did. SHe said she would bring me back home. SHe didn't- she had told the psychiatrist and I had to go into hospital because they felt I wasn't safe on my own. Now a few months later I realise how ill I was, how desperate I felt. I just want to say thanks. I'm not over it yet, but I'm getting there. Take heart if you are going through hell at the moment. There ARE people who can help you - just put your trust in someone - there will be someone who cares. Use this site - I did. I wish all of you the very best. Thank you xx
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