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I know they are not a substitute for a real diagnosis (so don't shout at me, I'm not an idiot) but they all keep giving me the same answers...bipolar bipolar bipolar.
I just did one for cyclothymia and that was positive but it also said my answers indicate a possible bipolar disorder as well.
If anyone has read other posts of mine they will know that I have been wondering if I might have more than unipolar depression....but that is all I've ever been treated for.
I'm feeling so utterly lost right now. I have no life. I can't seem to get my act together. I have just had one/two weeks of being 'elevated' etc and then I crashed the other day. I'm not completely at a bottomless low right now, but it's not good. I'm crying or on the verge of crying most of the time. I stupidly stupidly thought everything was suddenly going to be ok, but now I've come back down with a bump and it's destroying me right now. I'm crying typing this. I just want some 'normality' but I can't seem to stabilise. I've only had one psychology appointment so far but that is meant to be for my fibro. I see her again this week coming. What should I do?? Do I come straight out and tell her what I think???
I just want an answer. I'm so tired of all of this. I can't make any definite plans for my life because when I do try to make them, I end up changing moods and it all falls apart. Please help.
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