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sorry for this long message and gramatical mistakes ( I am Czech) but dont know what to do anymore...
I got my first panic attack 6 months ago while I was on holiday in Thailand, after not sleeping for three days and smoking some thai canabis On my return I thought there was something very wrong with me and I kept going to hospital and developed severe anxeity, I started to have diarrhea every day, spent a week in hospital, doctors run blood tests and everything was ok and they suggested taking antidepresant called triticco.
But a month later they found out I got clostridium difficile infection, which I probaly caught after being in hospital for week. Since then I had one relapse, I was cured by taking antibiotics, had no stomach problems for a 1month, In the mean time doctors did contrast Ct scan of my stomach, colonscopy, CT scan of my brain, tones of blood tests, testing my hormones ect. They found nothing serious and sent me to mental hopsital, where I was for 4 weeks I was fine no anxeity, no stomach issues.
But after being home for one week my anxeity kicked in again. I developed horrible diarrhea which I have till now (it's been 3 months now, every single day) on the top of it I was on period for 1,5 month too (I got prescribed birth control pill which helped me, had pap smear, C-125 for ovarian cancer, trans vaginal ultrasound-all clear), I got tested for the c diff bacterial -negative, I had tones of blood work, tests for Crohns, Celiac disease..ect, you name it I had it, I feel really sick of myslef and my family and friends too, I used to be fun girl, had loads of friends and great job. Now I am a different person I hate myslef so much. I cant stop thinking about my own sh*t Does anybody has something similar? Horrible butterflies in stomach, nightsweats. I pray everyday to be normal again. I am seing psychiatrist who prescribed me Prothiaden for constipation and sleeping but Its not working ;( Please advise xxx
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