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have some stupid mistakes in my life and I

am paying heavily for this Episode. #1

october 29,2014 I had protected vaginal sex

with a female csw.I also french kissed

her.Later found the girl HIV +.After 5 weeks I

experienced severe flue type illness.Swollen

lymph nodes under jaw and neck,loose

stool,hedeach,severe muscle and joint

pain,rash on both arm. I have tested after 3

months with 3rd generation rapid test,after 5

months with 3rd generation elisa, after 6.5

months with 3rd generation rapid test.All are

negative.#Episode 2 November 17 2015 I

was with a female csw..We were fully

naked.The girl offered me to have

unprotected sex with her.As far as I can

recall I didn't penetrate the girl but my penis

came close to her vagina.Now my mind says

if I penetrated the girl without my knowing

though I didn't feel anything. Episode 3# July

16 2017 I had protected oral and protected

vaginal sex with a female csw.Dont know

why? Vaginal part only lasted 10-15

seconds.The girl seemed a consistent

condom user.No real symptom aftee 1-4

weeks. Episode 4 # October 17 2017 I had

protected vaginal sex with a csw.She offered

me to have sex without a condom for extra

charge.But she assured me she gets tested

every month. Now you are thinking whats the

real problemActually Im experiencing the

symptom of overt aids.Lose of


weight,fatigue, dizziness ,swollen lymph

nodes,loose stool,stomach upset,nail

fungus,clubbing nail and slight dementia are

making my life hell. I

dont know what to do? I cry and pray to

God.Ive ruined my life.In my country HIV

stigma is very deep and like a death


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    keep praying and dont have sex with random people anymore. You should respect yourself even though you are a man and some think man can be man. Your private areas are sacred to you as well. Think positive because you could be feeding your mind with negative & worried thoughts thatd create those exact feelings. Stay Blessed !

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    i think youre freaking yourself out, which can make you have symptoms or make you start correlating things that arent there. flu like symptoms could just be the flu. body pain can be a bad nights rest or from wearing unsupportive shoes. the point is, youve taken multiple hiv tests and theyre all negative. also hiv is a hard std to catch.

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    stop having sex with random women and respect yourself a little more as said.

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    get tested for HIV one more time. if it says negative, you do not have it! that being said, there is something else you should look into. What country are you from? there is a known pathogen similar to HIV in Asia that has been unidentified. You can read more about this here

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