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Since I've done a lot of research on this, I've found that my mum and my brother (possibly my other brother and sister too) are emotionally abusive.
My mum disregards the fact I have social and generalized anxiety and either says there are lots of tutorials on how to be confident or says it's because I think people are better than me - but I shouldn't worry because I'm better than they are.
She almost always goes on about my weight whether it's a fat joke or a comment; if you start now, you might be able to lose weight for summer, stop eating that; you're going to get fat etc. I tell her not to but she just laughs it off and continues another day, which has resulted in my skipping meals whenever I can.
Whilst I'm at school (as much as I hate it because the students in my form are verbally abusive) I'd be quite happy due to the small circle of friends I have, whereas I dislike going home since my mum is controlling. She refuses to let me out for simple things such as buying milk since she thinks I'm going to get raped (Honestly mum?) and if I'm back by 04:30 or later, I get yelled at, so paired with the fact I'm not allowed to go out on my own, there is pretty much no way to get away from her since she just barges into my room.
She also ignores whatever I say whenever I try to help her, even when she's the one asking for help, and forgets about me as soon as my siblings or someone else says the exact same thing I was saying.
My brother is almost always judging me, saying things like my music taste and style are weird, or that I in general, is weird.
I'm terrified at the thought of telling an adult at school since I'm scared they'd just laugh it off with 'she's too young' or something of the likes.
Can anyone reccomend anything?
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