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I’ve been feeling really good for the last couple of days but I just wanted to share a few things with everyone.
So I’ve been feeling really good for the last couple of days and almost like I enjoy things a lot more such as going to the gym or watching TV without thinking what’s the point in doing these things If I’m going to die one day? Or how can anyone relax on TV when they’re going to die one day?
I just feel as if though I’m always thinking inwards about myself whereas before when I never had my depression and anxiety I suppose we all you used to do things automatically. I just feel sometimes can I possibly be how I was before or has my depression completely sent me insane or crazy because it’s weird how one day you can feel ok and the next couple of days you’re down in the dumps. Does anybody else feel like this? I suppose I worry will I ever completely feel how I was before even though things weren’t that great.
Also another thing that has been worrying me is that I was studying at college a couple of days ago and we were discussing the link between dementia and depression and of course my brain the way it is decided it would be funny to torment me because In my head that’s worse than dying because you probably won’t even recall it happening and it scares me, even though my memory is actually really good, but I just finding myself now having to remember everything otherwise it scares me that one day I could suffer from this.
Does anyone have any advice on the road to recovery? Is all that matters how I feel now and not what I felt before that’s been and gone? It’s just a strange feeling I suppose how it can be there one second and lift another.
Appreciate any advice or your own personal experience, Thanks guys.
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