Scared heavy head black dots in eyes dizzy off balance can't focus worried

Hi guys I've been on many forumz and listened to everyone else talk about there symptoms and a lot that mirror mine, I've been suffering recently and I'm breaking up inside my poor children are suffering this summer because daddy don't have the get up and go and it's depressing me, I'm 34 not great health self inflicted you could say I have hiatus hernia acid reflux, recent I have developed server pano attacks, I thought I was going to die from a heart attack, I could here my heart in my head and I was not able to control my self, burning sensation in my arms and legs felt like I was on fire, they werr that bad I had paramedics out 5 times, all said I am suffering with anxiety as all my vitals were good blood was a little high but to be expected as I was worried, last medic said I had too much oxygen in my body...

I have a damaged rotator cuff and he said that's the pain I am getting down my arm nerve damage maybe I don't know, my neck pain I believe to be caused by driving my van, everything else I am unsure.....my life has taken a beating these last few months unsure how long I have been suffering exactly but it's been a while, it's so bad my grandad passed away few days ago and I've not really processed this in full.... I feel I cannot see right I cannot focus back of my head where it meets my neck has tension aches I feel dizzy, I feel I need to put pressure on my head to relieve it... I have tinitus and not very sensitive to noise. I am getting more stressed every day and it's killing me... I try to get on with things work wise but won't go away.... Doctors put me on propannol ( I think that how you spell it ) beater blocker and he want me to try a new anxiety drug for now.... He's booked me on for a Mir scan but said he don't think it will show anything but wants to rule it out....

I am thinking this is it I have something wrong with my brain a clot or something horrid and I am completely over run with worry, even writing his message I'm feeling dizzy and worried pressure in my neck and head at the back..... I want if like magic someone can tell me i am ok I feel like a scared child I have no control... A list of what I gave the doctor I have listed below

Issues I've been having

Unable to focus

Feels like I'm not even here

Pressure in my head

Really bad tianatus

Sensitive ears especially left ear

Constant jilts of feeling scared

Dizzyness

Hard to breath high up in my chest

Very bad panic attacks

Laying down in bed inside my head the feeling as if I've got up too fast

Server neck pain mainly caused by driving my van and caused strain on my neck where my head meets

Sometimes I get little black like orbs floating in my eyes

Having pains numbness and burning down my left arm constant feeling like something is seriously wrong with me like I have something wrong with my brain

Very very emotional constantly worrying

Trouble getting words out while talking

Feels like vertigo while looking down

Ambulance say I have too much Oxygen in my body

also suspects I have a damaged nerve in my shoulder from previous rotator cuff injury Lump in four arm sometimes hurts....

Regained Apatite since getting clear blood results back have CBT therapy on 18th August. Signed up for health trainer in uckfield next week..... Had eyes tested all fine glasses for close up work suck as laptops and writing.

People say vitamin D and asked if I have been checked for lymes??? Not sure what that is....

Please help

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