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Lately I've been so scared im developing scizophrenia. Never in my life had I had any symptoms of scizophrenia until I started becoming scared I'd develop it. I literally trick my brain into hearing random voices. I don't have any hallucinations or anything but I subconciously and purposley make myself hear voices. It's like im trying to make myself believe I'm scizophrenic. Has anyone ever purposley put vouces in their heads? Or is it just me? It happens at random times but I think it's because the fear of scizophrenia is in the back of my mind. Or do you actually really think I have it or am developing it? I also get all these delusional thoughts about lufe and existence and how weird everything is. I'm a very anxious person with ocd and very severe derealization. But only the pure o part of ocd which involves my racing thoughts.
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