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I was hospitalised after a suicide attempt last weeks Monday, in which I broke two vertebrae. CAMHS kept me in the hospital until Monday/today (which they had told me on Friday). I've now been told for definite that I'm going home and I'm really really scared.
Being in hospital has been the most stress-free week of my life. All I've had to worry about is getting better and finishing puzzles etc. I've had the option of 24/7 help from the nurses. I made friends and wasn't around my family all the time (which I enjoyed the most). And obviously since I broke two bones, I've been able to have everything near me and been able to make myself as comfy as possible, which I'm worried will be a problem at home.
I'm not going to fight going home, I just can't stop crying. I know I need to go home because I have no reason to be here anymore and they need the bed.
Anyone else felt like this and what did you do to make it better?
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