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I suffer from depression and anxiety and have been taking Sertraline 50mg for a just over a week. The tablets have given me lots of the usual side effects, feeling a bit spaced out and sick, mood up and down etc but I am having strong feelings of uneasiness of people close to me and my mind won't allow me to decide if this is because of the medication or my worries are true feelings...
My partner has many female friends, lots of them being ex girlfriends who he he keeps in touch with. I have never been a jealous person in my life, and small 'signs' are making me worry like crazy.
He keeps female friendships a secret from me which makes me very very uneasy and makes me worry even more. I think he keeps it secret as he knows it makes me feel uneasy (we have discussed it in the past but he said they are just friends).
Anytime I am at home when I am meant to be at work - holidays or ill (daytime) certain female 'friends' seem to be in contact but never in the evening or weekends. If he does answer the phone the first thing he says is 'I'm just with Jess.....'
I can't help but feel a gut reaching pain that I am being used just because other people either aren't around/available. Other situations replay in my head over and over again which I won't go into, my gut tells me it is strange and I can't shift the feeling.
He is the most loving boyfriend and I know he loves me very very much so why can't I just relax and get rid of this horrible feeling!
I can't tell if I am really feeling like this or is it my medication making me think these things?
I would really appreciate someone else's opinion, has Sertraline made anyone else feel distrusting/suspicious?
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