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hi ladies , i am so depressed today i have spent most of it in tears , i just cant cope emotionally anymore , im 7 weeks 2 days post anterior repair , still have a bulge/lump n still have some throbbing and i cant believe i have a rectocele, its totally getting me down , they said when i got my anterior repair they left it as it was minimal but i can see it/feel it , i just cant for the life of me understand why this wasnt fixed, how can they say minimal if i can see it, i have had this for some time as i went to docs about it when i was pregnant and was told nothing to worry about , i have become totally obsessed with my vagina to the point its becoming a problem , everytime i go to bathroom im looking n feeling , i look and feel awful and it getting me more and more depressed , i cant go through another operation so soon not with a 10 month old daughter to look after , i have been doing my pelvic floor excersises but can only hold for few seconds , doctor said the bulge bit is where ive been stitched but it seems to come down low i dont know why it would do that, surely if its stitched it would stay up high as its been fixed , i feel worse now than i did when i had the cystocele , how can i stop being so obsessed x
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Jan999 helen73p
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Have you had a recent blood test because some of your symptoms are typical of an under active thyroid gland or anaemia? 😘😘
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welshgirl67 Jan999
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He is the expert hun.I agree with you,why did he not repair it.I was obsessed with my vag for months.it does pass. Xxxxx
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phyl_40063 helen73p
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Was really tearful for a day or so.
But it did pass and went from extreme low to extreme high. Thought my menopause was reversing and was going to start periods again , that the only good thing about menopause is no more periods!
Lots of hugs , look after yourself and take it easy!
Phyl xx
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