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I feel like I'm losing my mind. Being with an Alcoholic who has Schizophrenia and has no care for himself or others. I've known him since we were kids, wanted to help him out. He did without a drink for 2 years, been dealing with it for an additional 2 years. I. I'm so Depressed, cry a few times a day, your on eggshells when being around him. I didn't want this life. Can't stop shaking, nobody to talk to, just feel so lonely and desperate for help. I don't wanna live this life , it's not living I'm existing. I lost myself somewheres along the way. I kept taking him back after throwing me out when he gets drunk, beat up, abusive mentally, I'm scared and weak right now. Panic attacks so bad with severe depression. Nowhere to turn. Someone help me please!!!
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