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two years ago I lost my mum to cancer, I knew I was already very down over my current situation and when mum got Ill it all got worse.
For two years I've been struggling, the GP is a useless ..... Well they are useless and say since I do not want to harm myself I'm not a priority. But I suppose not wanting to wake up in the morning doesn't count then... But hey.
I did go to counselling, I waited for 12 weeks to be assesed then waited a further 10'weeks for an appointment, where I spent once a week for 12 weeks with a woman who couldn't stop yawning at me.
If I want another appointment or more yawning woman, I have to wait 12 weeks to be assessed again...
I have bought books and things.. They all say you're supposed to reach out to family and friends, but I have neither.. I haven't made it a secret that I'm so upset and hopeless all the time, but it seems convenient for them to leave me on my own.
So I do not have anyone to reach out to at all...I've even tried to see if there are any groups I can join for social purposes, but there is nothing going on at all. No book groups nothing, and that just makes me feel even more isolated..
I don't know what to do anymore?
What can I do... I know I need help, but every time I ask for it I'm ignored.
ugh I'm sorry I sound like a whining ninny...
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