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This is just going to be me complaining about my "boo-hoo" life. I had been over life and was going through with it, my friend found and stopped me though. It was after a breakup and years of loss: friends committing suicide; some murdered from inter-gang violence; and relatives dying of cancer, dimensia, and diabetes. I had been in poverty most of my life (though not homeless) I had slept on the floors of different houses from the age of ten. I would wake up in the middle of the night with full on panic attacks. I'm not totally better, but I'm coping with it in my own way now. I started smoking and drinking to numb myself from the pain. I don't want advice or pity just someone to talk to. I know this was full of me bitchng and moaning but I don't really know what else to do at the moment. I went to my doctor and found out I have a thyroid problem, and that it effects my mood. I stopped taking my meds because they didn't seem to be working.
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