spaced out amphetamine like experience, clenching jaw
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I started taking 20mg Citalopram 5 days ago. Day one I felt instantly better strangely (psychosemantic?) and had no appetite. It felt like the first stages of coming up on ecstasy, clenching jaw and spaced out. This feeling has persisted and actually gotten slightly worse.
I don't mind this too much, I'm more concerned with how spaced out I feel. I'm a step behind in conversations and very conscious of not being 'with it' when I'm around people which is upsetting me..
My personality has definately flattened, I don't feel particularly humorous as I normally do. However I am not experiencing the low dips that I go into throughout the day which is somewhat of a relief.
Has anyone experienced symptoms like this? I am prepared to stop taking them as I just feel so whacked out..my depression is mild not acute so I'm still not sure I should be taking meds. They have helped out at work slightly as I am able to concentrate again and not let my mind wander off to the dark side..
Do the side effects wear off? Will I feel slightly normal and 'with it' again??
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Tereza
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Good Luck -
PS along side Cit I use Lavender oil, relaxation music, walking, counselling, CBT, keeping busy and trying not to blame myself!
Tereza
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Tereza
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gracescott
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Yes I felt spaced out and very drugged up for the first couple of weeks, just sat on the sofa watching tv! I started taking it at night because of this. Later I got the shakes, bad anxiety attacks and no motivation. These all disappeared over time though x
JPS76
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Etch12
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After reading everyone else's comments I realise I am not alone with this and take comfort in the fact that things will get better...I am going to revert to taking it in the evening to see if it helps me out more during the day.
I have also spoken to my boss in work to explain how I was feeling in case I needed to have flexibility in the hours I work, this has certainly helped with the anxiety side of things.
It would be nice to hear some really positive comments about Cit though, just to make this stage easier to work through
Tereza
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Be kind to yourself....there is light at the end of the tunnel - you'll see xx :D
gracescott
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What I read on this forum was far more realistic.
It made me carry on taking cit when I was really having problems with side effects in the first 2 months. I do think that Drs should read tjis board as I felt I was totally unprepared but luckily did my own research. I wonder how many dont, freak out at the initial side effects and stop
TsukiUsagi
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You do go back to feeling normal, just takes a while. Just wish I got on them sooner!
And a lesson to anyone taking any new tablets, never read the side effects on the PIL's (unless you really have to). You will end up with side effects that are not genuine, plus you freak yourself out!