Spoiling my life with worry
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HI I am 55 with a 16 year old son who is taking GCSE's this year. I am worried about everything from my health to him dying to me dying before I see him grow up. I am crying as I type this as I so scared. I have had health problems on and off and have now convinced myself I have oesophogeul cancer as I have chest pains and trouble swallowing some foods, GP said it was GERD then a chest infection, but after finishing antibiotics still feel no better. I do suffer from GERD and it could be, but I am so sure I am going to die soon as it cannot be cured. My husband and son are getting so sick or me googling everything, Son said at weekend I have not wasted 1 minute of my life worrying about dying you have wasted thousands. I know he is right, I know I have to stop googling but I am so scared of dying before he grows up properly that it is making life unbearable. I will be telling GP all this later, but am not depressed just anxious. I know I sound pathetic but I am so sad about all this.
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AnonymousWoman youngatheart1
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Thinking of you, it is not easy.
Agirl xxx
PS Do let us know how you get on! xx
Jayney84 youngatheart1
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SkyeBeth youngatheart1
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karen457 youngatheart1
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Just found your post and I suffer the same as you. I am the same age, I had trouble swallowing and started worrying I had something terrible, googling doesn't help. GERD trouble swallowing and digestive issues can be down to Menopause. I have read lots of forums and many women suffer the same. I too worry constantly about something happening to me or my children. I have also discovered menopause can cause terrible anxiety. I am still struggling with the anxiety, but have found diet, walking, magnesium supplements and phytoestrogen supplements seem to help although still early days.
youngatheart1 karen457
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