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:cry: :cry: I've gone - I've lost it - really struggling to do anything today other than sit here feeling absolutely crap! Heart is racing - pit in stomach - useless.....Completley useless.
Can't be bothered to eat because I can't be bothered to make anything. Walk into kitchen look in fridge look in cupboards then walk back out. The hunger will just have to remain - I'd probably choke on the damn stuff anyway.
I want to sleep - why can't I sleep?
Why am I stuck here feeling like this when other people are going about their usual business with not a care in the world. If they do have a care - why isn't it affecting them like it's afeecting me? I'm useless - a weakling - waste of damn space.
There's a demon on my shoulder and he wont stop!
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