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Earlier this week i experienced an all time low, i went to work i couldnt deal with people there but i held it together until my boss said something to me and it sent me into a downward spiral and i kept thinking why am i here ? why am i living this life if i am hiding from everyone ? am i here just to benefit everyone else ? i am always over thinkig things and they play on my mind alot! however i have been fighting the urge to take my own life for awhile now until this week where i tried and sadly it did not work! i have recently been able to go home where i have someone staying with me, i have made out that everything is fine but really i was hoping that i wouldnt have to come back here! i am getting help but i dont feel any different. i just do not want to live life like this anymore and now i have no idea what to do!
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