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I went to see the cardiologist last week and my heart is fine but for some reason now I got this "what if" hanging over my head, did I tell her enough? Has she missed something? I felt better coming out of there but two days later my mood has sank, I've hardly said two words to anyone and feel in a really dark place. I'm getting fast and slow hard beats, but at least I can take some comfort that its just anxiety, but its getting me down. I feel like there's going to be no end to any of this, no matter how hard I try to get myself out of this it never seems to be enough, its always there lerking. I still think there's something wrong, when I've been told there's not. All this anxiety and depression is so crippling I don't know how much more of it I can take its driving me insane! 😭
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