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Hi guys I have aloft of problems with me anxiety disorder OCD dp and I was wondering why I keep pretending to die like I will pretend to have a heart attack or something I don't know why i do it and it happens a lot is it part of my OCD?
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nikki45619 george35290
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Ah George, I feel the need to share with you as I have never heard of any one else that does this too.. not that I talk about it. Since I was a little girl I always, when upset or if I had been told off, visioned myself dying or nearly being killed. The scene would take on many different scenarios, car accident, illness etc... but I realised it was just a distraction in my head to how I was feeling at the time. And in my head to make myself so terribly ill or near death bought me much wanted attention from those around me.. but only again in my head.. it was comforting!
I do it now if I cannot sleep because of too many anxious thoughts... I thought I was very weird for a long time but as I got older I realised it was just a coping mechanism. We all find ways it is just understanding them. I hope things get better for you x
nikki45619 george35290
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Ah George, I feel the need to share with you as I have never heard of any one else that does this too.. not that I talk about it. Since I was a little girl I always, when upset or if I had been told off, visioned myself dying or nearly being killed. The scene would take on many different scenarios, car accident, illness etc... but I realised it was just a distraction in my head to how I was feeling at the time. And in my head to make myself so terribly ill or near death bought me much wanted attention from those around me.. but only again in my head.. it was comforting!
I do it now if I cannot sleep because of too many anxious thoughts... I thought I was very weird for a long time but as I got older I realised it was just a coping mechanism. We all find ways it is just understanding them. I hope things get better for you x