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Ladies today by far has been one of the days of hell. I woke up with terrible anxiety, heavy breathing, still back pain, calf pain, crushing rib feeling, nausea, vision off, bloat so bad i look like i am in a second trimester of pregnancy. I looked in the mirror and fell apart crying. I feel and look so ugly. I am fat, scheduled for lipo next month for my stomach and hips, i have cellulite in areas that i never had cellulite before. My body feels like a 80 yr old. When i sleep i grone in pain with any movement. How can this be my life. How can this be anyone's life. How the hell do we function like this. I am so mad and angry because i want to live and explore life. But i can't. I called in work today to take tomorrow off because the thought of waking up early and driving 45 min to and fro makes me sick to my stomach. I do not know how much of that i can take anymore. Thank God i have a good saving and retirement , i think i am going to quit work and live off what i have until things get better. I have no choice at this point. This has been one hell of a yr, i did not live i just existed.
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