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Well I guess there are days your the pigeon and then others your the statue!
Today is definitely going to be a statue day Father's Day? A day where you as a man and a dad get to realise how lucky you are you can look at your children and see how proud they are to call you dad it's a day we as men get the chance to really appreciate how bloody lucky we are to have these beautiful fun size human beings look up to us and say that's my dad isn't he great and we love him!!
It's my first today daddy day one lol yeeaah a day where I get to think, about how much I'm failed my child by not being there on her first a day where I realise I failed to break that circle of familiarity my parents weeent there for me and now I'm not there for her what I wouldn't give to be there and look into her eyes to promise her I'm going to let nothing hurt you I'm your dad and I love you your safe with me
A day where I try to not hate with venom my ex who took her away without justification a day I think and come to terms with how a silly point scoring match cost me the opportunity of being with my child today
I don't understand how a person can take a child away from someone and live with themselves how am I the depressed one why are they not riddled in guilty
Everywhere you look you see the messages of love for dads the thanks the love expressed socially here I am thinking how and why am I being treated this way what exactly did I do yes I refused to get back with my ex can she really warrant taking my child away from me because of that I had no parents being a dad meant and continues to mean more to me that life itself today's I'm the statue I'm am being pletted in a plethora of pigeons sh*t social media, card shops , commercials, the community
Yeah today's going to be one of those tough days I shall shut the door and shut it out it's what I do but my god it's going to be tough today I love my daughter and still know nothing about her not a date of birth a health condition a picture nothing this meant the world to me to be the best dad I could be the best dad ever ffs today is going to drag and pull me down with it I'm powerless
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