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Anxiety has been kicking my ass for the past 2months but 2days I got a day off. I worked up a sweat shooting hoops (I can't play basketball so it was more me chasing after the ball after missing 90% of my jumpshots
But it was a decent workout and even though I felt fatigued, I felt pretty good the rest of the day. I just wanna day I'm GRATEFUL for one normal day.
But my arm pain is still there,just not so bad. Also I had a major depressed episode before the workout.
I'm a lesbian and none of my relationships have worked out; longest was 7mnths. The rest ended 2-3mnths, exactly one mnth ago heartbreak #6 broke things off. She said I was insecure n didn't love myself enough to know my worth. She thinks I need to work on myself alone, we still talk n she did say we can try again for a relationship down the road.
But these days she doesn't talk to me unless I text first, she seem to be having so much fun with her life. How can she say she loves me then just take off n not feel anything? Meanwhile I'm hurting so bad.
Do you think my longterm depression n me being closeted have contributed to my relationship failing? I just need someone to talk to
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