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So, for more than half my life I've had what feels like a persistent dark cloud over me. Like I am constantly on the edge, waiting for the depression and anxiety to have a go on me. February this year I downed a load of over the counter medications in what I thought was an attempt at ending my life but i saw the logical side to it and called the ambulance. But even after that, I think about ways i could successfully end it on a daily basis. I honestly don't feel like I was meant for this world. I struggle every day trying to live a normal life when all I want to do it stop existing. I can't talk to anyone about it because I don't want them to have to worry. I feel like I'm struggling to breathe every single day and I've become a pro at hiding that. How does one have a normal life when they feel completely hopeless and worthless?
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