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Even the speed of this web site depresses me, I suffer from partial epilepsy, blepharitis, peyronies disease and now, I think, depression. I had a row with my wife tonight because she doesn't understand that I need sex now and again and the only way it can be achieved is with mutual masturbation, I will happily use a dildo on her if that is what she wants but she doesn't, when I suggest that I'll just DIY she goes mental! I now drink most of the night, sleep in the back room, listen to music on headphones because she hates it. There seems f*** all left in life worth living for except music, if it wasn't for that I would surely jump in front of a train. I don't know what is the matter with the woman, I have been with four other women in my life and they all seemed to like sex. If we divorce, there won't be enough assets to be comfortable, she will rob me blind. Her father was mental, tried for attempted murder of his wife, paranoia.
If I were 20 years younger I'd be off but it is too late so do I suffer for my remaining life? or end it now, if so, how, I have plenty of anti epileptic pills, could take the lot I suppose.
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